Saturday, February 19, 2011

Tough week, waiting for tomorrow

Okay, so 10 pounds down and my final month weigh-in is tomorrow. I think I did okay, although, I have to admit, this week was a tough one. There was a lot of talking to myself. You know, those conversations that go something like this.
"Hell, what are you, perfect? Get a grinder. It isn't even that many calories."
"I can't."
"What the hell, you think you're going to be able to do this for the rest of your life?"
"I have to lose the weight and I can't start backtracking."
"Just do it already. Grab something from Wendys. You can get a whole meal for like 1,100 calories. That leaves you with another 700 to play with."
It's tough. There were several times I wanted to come home and eat my fridge. Just the whole damn thing. But, I think I did a pretty good job of staying true to what I have been doing.
I added another day at the gym so, we'll see what happens.
There is a part of me that thinks I might have lost a good amount this week, another part saying "don't get your hopes up, cause you'll be devastated if you get on that scale and there is no loss or just a pound down. We'll see. I still believe I can make my 20-25 pounds down before March 16 when I leave for Vegas.
We will see where we stand tomorrow.

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